Finding Balance

I slept in my own bed for the first time in a week last night.... It was amazing. I came home this weekend for a couple of reasons: 1. I've got to finish getting our new place together. There are still boxes every where and I'm starting to stress!! These are times that I wish I knew a pro organizer. 2. I was running out clean underwear. No explanation needed there. 3. My baby shower is Sunday. I don't do so well in group settings like baby showers, wedding showers, etc but we'll see how this goes. Ohh the woes of an awkward kid. 

It feels wonderful to be home but I miss my nugget so much but sometimes I feel guilty because she's still in that cold hospital so I'm doing my best to make sure she has a clean, organized and warm home to be discharged to. 

I don't dread my baby shower, I dread all the questions and I owe answers to my friends who will be attending but I tend to get overwhelmed so for all of you in attendance, please bear with me. Times like these I wish my best friend, Kayla lived closer. She always could help me get through these things. Also, my family in VA. We're such a crazy bunch that no one ever notices my awkwardness. 

It's going to be a long weekend but for today I'm just going to breathe and shop with the queen of shopping, my mom. One day I hope that McKenna and I have the relationship that my mom and I do. She drives me insane sometimes but she's become one of my best friends and biggest fan. My baby deserves that kind of mom. 

McKenna finally moved to a big girl crib in the hospital.... We're not home yet but we're close. 

-k